I owe ALOT of smacks.... ._.

O hi! Probably no1 is gonna see this, its my 3rd revival of my blog and yea Im not in the best of moods now, but HEY! Im gonna make it better for myself. XD

I still find that blogging that the load off me the best =D.

I used to think it's a huge waste of time, but Hey it beats playing games or stoning around rite?
XDD

Note to self: This post is going to be mindless rambling, no structure or anything!!
It's my blog after all rite? =)

P.S I found a loophole...
You guys CAN'T smack me around 100+ times, BCUZ, the consecutive smack thing was only for if i didnt post on the 26 of January. BUT I DID! only that i didnt finish after which i promised to be smacked HARD ONCE! XD
So WILL LIVEE!!!!!! HAhahhahahhahahah
Ok enough with that, I still regret not finishing up, but I probably never will, too old and irrelevant.

But hey, as a BIGG SORRY~~ to you guys, I updated my playlist. XD
(Pussycatdolls were getting old and cheap)
New Song List:

1. Avril Lavigne - Smile
   
2. Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
3. Katy Perry - Peacock
   
4. Taylor Swift - Back To December
5. Avril Lavigne When You're Gone
   
6. Taylor Swift - Innocent
   
7. Eragon - Keep holding on
8. Kesha - WE R WHO WE R
   
9. Avril Lavigne - What The Hell on Screen
   
10. Kesha - Blow on Screen HD
    
11. Tik Tok Kesha
12. DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again
    
13. "Back To December" - Taylor Swift (Cover by Jake Coco)

Heheh~ This year I really culdnt find many male singers that I liked, 90% were emo with the rest being Justin Bieber( who i openly express distaste towards )
Random Status from freshlikes.com

Dear society,.........................
Please stop calling Justin Bieber gay. We don't want him either.
Sincerely, homosexuals

or Bruno Mars, who I coudnt really relate to, I mean he has good music, but i just don't connect to it. Ya noe~.... O.o

You know what? Imma gonna share the new chapter of life I've embarked on.

Time to summarize the things/fails that have occurred the past few months.

1)Ran for council, simultaneously in St John Camp.
2)Not enough votes, did not get in
3)results started crashing, due to the time spent on council and time spent emoing(slightly)
after council booted my ass out
4)Ran for OAC exco, I SWEAR To GOD I was not power hungry or sh1t,
I juz tio inceptioned by Ken to think that I really had to do the job if not Timo would ruin OAC by giving INSANE PT.
BUT i was wrong!!!
I understood that Ken was really trying to help me get a position, but TIMO is a GREAT guy!!
I'm so sorry for taking your position! =(((((
I got in the exco, but i was hoping Timo GOT IN TOO, but he DIDNT!!! NOOOooooooooooo~!!
In my heart i wanted welfare officer..... Haiz...
But you know what? Deep down in my heart I felt a LITTLE happy.
After being outted by council, I questioned myself whether I was that unworthy of sorts....

O alittle backtrack.
I joined council cuz Ken Jio me AGAIN. and then I put in tons of time, spent alot of time with Ken and became close friends wif him. btw Ken got in.
When he found out I didn't get in, he got REALLY emo for the WHOLE DAY.
(Im sorry Ken i really am...)
Mayb that's y he pushed me for OAC exco....
Yeah that's rite... THATS HOW IT HAPPENED!!!
OMG sudden realisation!
FCUK!!!
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How I love blogging, I never put the link here before.
I just assumed Ken wanted me to be in it for random reasons.
Now that i think of it, he probably wanted me to get into OAC exco cuz h felt bad for me for council.....
I R really grateful....
Sobz. Thanks ken. :]
You really are a great friend..

OK TOO MUCH MUSH! NEXT~!!!

5) Im an OACIAN climber brought Climbing shoes and all and im BEGINNING TO LOVE IT!!
I used to be really scared of climbing, I mean i would gang-ho and juz climb and shake like mad on the wall, but now Im really comfortable with it and even do stupid sh1t like.... =D
6) Commissioned!! St John's Officer Corps Staff Officer Grade 6 Samuel Hsu
XDD

There was a gay camp TOTALLY worth it, only bad thing that it took my would be council preparation time.
Then there was a parade and finally a DINNER I wore that outfit up there, leaned alittle too much. =P
7) Holidays came
and FLEW away!@!! Im heading to my last week soon and OMG there's going to be that I havent done this work that work rush O FUCK!!
I should be doing my work now , but what the heck,
this is sumthing i think I really need from here on.
How it flew?
a) Kayaking expedition
b) Climbing trips to climb asia(the place i took the picture at)
c) SingMa competition in KL and Malacca juz got back... with epic fever, still sick actually.
d) X-physique. With me, Ken and Timo in the pic below.

Did not bad, it wasn't the 3 of us in a team, TOO gay =P
but our real team was damn good too XD
Me, Ken and Rachel Wong from CANOEING!! Wootz damn power. Xd
too bad our relationship alittle awkward, since
WAit for it......
Im the bottom feeder in or class!!!

BIG BIG BIG SURPRISE YEA??
I've been top tier or so for the last 4 years, now im the ONLY loser at the bottom of the class that NO1 talks to.
Hence the crappy mood. Apparently after council booted me everything failed, I started sleeping in class, I poned class and basically DID myself in.
Thanks blogger for reminding me of the fail I am in my class. I got to remember to study harder later and remember to work out too.

My GOAL:
Return to class as someone who knows what is going on in class and BUFF as HELL!!!
You know what?
I don't believe that will get me back in the game, but heck at least I can be like, ok fcuk this, I can survive perfectly well alone in my class, I still got all my friends from other classes, OAC, StJohn, 2-3, 4-9 (I <3 all you guys and miss you all dearly<<<Eee~ damn mush)
God even my GP class is more friendly towards me than my class, O well. XD

Ok I gotta end this blog soon I need go PICK UP MY LIFE! From the shattered bits it is in now.

but first eat!!!! Its 3pm and only now am i starting to eat LUNCH OMG!!!!.
And Enjoy this video its just one of the many stories covered by my favorite online news channel
The Young Turks wif Cenk(read Jenk) and Anna(hot)

Women Wearing Wedding Diapers?!

enjoy

WHATS UP NEXT:
FAMINE CAMP 17th-18th June
PAY TO STARVE!!!!

Sorry guys,
I know this blog sounds INCREDIBLY RUSHED and SNIPSHORT, I noe!!!
Will do a better job next time, will probably do this soon. =D
Feel a billion times better,
Bloggging should be a proffessional therapy or sumthing. =3

K thanks BYEE!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

A teary goodbye to my friends and my holiday.

Hey there people...
as much as Im blogging to save my anywhere-but-my-face from being slapped,
Im also doing this as a closure to my long almost 3month holidays.....

I regret that I am not able to convey all the experiences I've had throughout this holiday.

It is 12.20am.
School begins exactly 7 hours 10 minutes from now....
But I'll stay up just to get a closure on things.

P.S, I may sound kinda melancholic today, just finished Temptation of the Wife,
it is truly a beautiful but depressing show....

I usually on my music when i blog, but not today. I want to get through his fast, sorry if
the readers feel rushed or lost in anyway.

Sorry if I forgot details and dates again. it's really been quite some time.
But Back to the story...


6th of January,
Im rushed out of the chalet by my mother, whom I found to be slurping coffee happily at Downtown East, only to end up having to get Marcus to return my bicycle for me, and collect the pass i used as a deposit.

(Sumhow Ken was asked to do it and I never saw my old student pass again.)

On that very same day, that Im freakishly tired, with barely 3 hours of sleep,
we are rushed off to the airport and depart to Hong Kong.

The flight was not as thrilling as i hoped it would be, after all, it was my 3rd flight, yet it was still rather exhilarating to feel yourself being lifted up and off the runway.

The food, sucked. Nuff said.
(Cold, chunky chicken breast Salad wif hardening potatoes and badly seasoned chicken)

I tried the white wine too, it was horrible.
I had actually hoped to taste something like wad I tasted at the countdown party.

NOTE: Sheesh, I sound like such a spoilt-brat, Im sorry, you can fuck me for it later, but Temptation of the Wife is one HELL of a drug.

So yeah, the flight there wasn't all that great, coupled with a full hour of depressurized air stuck in my ears. Ouchies.

The first day went past just like that, we tried some typical Hong Kong food, which was pretty good. Sadly I can't remember what we ate. =3

O Yea~~,
Park Hotel was nice
The pic isn't the actual, but it was very similar.
I was going to say it was the one redeeming factor of the day, but really, that just sounds downright grim.

But yeah, it was nice. =)

7th of January,
The next day, I still remember clearly, juice.
I had juice in the morning.
I reminded me alot of the delicious juice that I have with my dad and the juice I have in Malaysia, freshly blended by my godma's mother.
No water added, no ice added, just juice. <3

We set out for Lan Tau Islands, it was a long, LONG trip to the island on cable car.

Across the sea to the island, Then, over the mountain range....

Excuse the quality, but the real thing was just breath-taking, and Im not just saying that.
It was really that good. O.o

Or mayb it was just so chilly I was practically getting high from the cold.

So we arrived after a well spent journey....

Sure there was Starbucks and sh1t, like Subway. ==
but what we really wanted to experience was the vegetarian food...

Eating Vegetarian food at the foot of the Giant Buddha Statue, in a calm, peaceful mountain range....
I actually felt at peace lol, and that's not even dramatification.

Sumhow the simple fare tasted freakin delicious to me, simple panfried Leafy Vegs, Tofu wif Corn, SUPER DELICIOUS SOUP XP and Mushrooms wif more veg.+ Simple rice of course.

Mayb it was the cold, mayb it was the walking, but really, i just wolfed down the whole damn meal.
(O gord, I'm getting hungry just thinking about it, O gord, think about the freakin evil consequences if i snack at 1am. )X(

After the warm meal, we made our way up the LONG flight of stairs, about 12 flights in total, if I remember correctly. It kinda reminded me of the super long stairs in Kung Fu Panda. O.o
I am not a Buddhist, but I did feel respect just being there I guess.
O which reminds me,
There was a Filipino man, IN HIS SHORTS AND T-shirt, when it was FRIGGIN COLD.
about 18 degrees, Respect~

After that it was all kinda rush, we had to catch the last Cable Car, or we would be sleeping wit the monks.

So we took the last few rides back to the main island and it was just as beautiful on the way back.
And due to the gaps(covered wif wire mesh) in the cable car, cold air was rushing in NON STOP.

Also, by some weird twist of fate, the Filipino man ended up in our cable car and he was still WARM. o.o
WOWWWW~
+The 2 blonds in our cable car where freezing their ass off, with sweaters and mittens and all.
But the Filipino man was still WARM.... o,o WIN.

Did some shopping after that, but that would just freakin drag the story.
(WE did it at the warehouse? of thee usual brands, it's supposedly cheaper, but I didn't buy anything, wasn't interested anyways.)

Slept happily again, actually anxious for the next day. =3

8th of January,
I was headed for Ocean Park, XD
Excited much, started the day wif juice and Dim Sum, which was great by the way, as expected from Hong Kong of course.

Ocean Park.....
Just pure funs.
In order not to kill me tomorrow I will sum it up.
Trampoline Jumping 2 times, crazy rides 6 of them 2 repeated, PANDAS!!!! <3 style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 369px; height: 277px;" src="http://www.travel-hongkong-attractions.com/images/ocean-park-dolphin-show7.jpg" alt="" border="0">
Really come across as intelligent beings, but the seals were a tad dimmer though. =3

Well, ended the trip wif more trampoline jumps, but ended up failing by jumping too hard.
Breathing rapidly and deeply in cold, dry air is a fatal mistake, I felt like my lungs where crumbling.

Warning: NEVER TRY to overexert yourself in cold weather, U will suffer. ==

So that was the highlight of that day.

=3
Comfy night again.
(Wow, thinking about my trip actually makes me happier. Xd)

Next day, 9th of January,
Started the day wif Juice and Dim Sum again,
spent the morning shopping at Women's Street, which was pretty awesome,
since i got new sneakers that i really like,
but i got kinda tired of shopping, so I stayed at the hotel.

Did 300 sit ups, and 50 push ups for the fun of it. =3
While watching random documentaries about octopi, animal sex and prison break lol. o.o

Had dinner at a simple stall, but damn it was delicious, i slept a happy man again. =3

10th of January,
Monday, my results are released, yet I do not know about them....
Blissfully unaware in Hong Kong,
I had my last Juice and returned...... at around 7pm
This time round, the Flight was awesome, it was on the newer plane models, was it Airbus A380? o.o
I think so....
The food and movie was better.
Watched 2 movies.
Including Resident Evil, which Im a fan off, simply due to the brain eating zombies, though it isnt a movie i recommend watching at the theater.

Landed wif the same ear hurt for 1 hour or so.
But was glad to be back, for real. =3

Asked Ken and Jiao Bin how they did, from wad I herd, the statistics for our batch weren't that encouraging.

It wasn't helping the slight anxiety i had for my results......





IM SORRY!!!!!
I have to stop here!
OKOK, you can still slap me, but lightly k? o.o
I will continue tomorrow.
If I don't, you can slap me hard k?
I need my energy to get through tomorrow.

Now to pin my freakin Cat High buttons again... ==
Sheesh~.

OK BYES!!!
I hope my initial gloomy mood didn't spoil your day.
Thanks for reading people. =3

P.S :
Goodbye to all my close friends these 4 years.....
I'll miss u...
Will talk about this tomorrow.

A Huge Source of Motivation

NOTICE TO ALL READERS/Blog surfers:
Dear People,
The host of this site is highly lazy,
hence, in order to give him a push-of-sorts, or a source of motivation.
You are hereby authorized to SLAP Samuel Hsu in the face
(on 2nd thought, anywhere but the face), ONCE, and ONLY ONCE
per person, given that he does not post a post up before his school term starts.

For every extra day that he does not deliver, you are entitled to 1 MORE delicious slap in the, anywhere-but-the-face.

Love,
Your unmotivated host,
Samuel

Damn it 3 weekz already? ==

Extra:
the font goes all crazy later on, sorry, still don't know how to fix it...
Any1 noes? o.o


Yes....
Damn it 3 weeks already?!?

==.....

Well, im about to pay back for all that slacking. XP

P.S
Sorry to all the readers whom must have been raeging at my dead blog...
Forgibz me. =(

Well, for those who know me, u'd probably noe that I'm sum1 wif extreme short term memory.
So sorry if i miss out some days. o.o


So far, it's been rather eventful, i hate to do nothing anyways.
Soo RECAP~~
(In extreme summary mode, so I don't do this till 1am, *its only 9.02 now*)

23th Dec---->27th December

......
Can't rmb anything....... o.o
O Ya~
Hitman Reborn. XP

Hehe~
I decided to watch it, after realizing that I've not touched anime for quite sometime.
More Importantly, I was getting strangely depressed for no apparent reason. o.o
(I was randomly raeging at people and sulking alot, thought alot about revenge and stuff and got really spiteful)

Rmb that fake-ass christmas party at my adoptive grandma's house?
I was silently "plotting" against my abusive, bipolar grandma and my abusive uncle, whom used to torture my dad.
P.S he has 2 daughters now wif a beautiful wife. (GAWD is sure unfair) =3

Also he was responsible for giving my dad the fear of tomatoes, by stuffing sh1tl0ads of it in his mouth when he was a boy. Crude huh? o.o+ he NVR apologized for it, even ONCE.

O well, nvr mind that.
=X
Baseline was,
I was an emofag.

THEN it hit me...

It was temptation of the wife lol.
Sure its nice,
the plot's good,
acting's GREAT,
but the story is juz plain emo.
Revenge, revenge, more revenge, vendetta on revenge.
Revenge on the "revengees"

You getit.
Pure depression content,
it didn't help that i wasn't watching anything else but DotA, which involved asskicking 24/7.

O well then came Hitman Reborn. XD

Sure it's lame,
Heck i even swore i wouldn't watch it, cuz Marcus recommended it to me.
And he had a reputation for not being the best recommend-er on such things. (Lol D-greyman)
Don't get me wrong, he's cool and real nice, and BUFF.?.
But can juz be plain lame at times.... o.o

But o well, took a dive..
....
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...
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HATED IT!!!!!!!
( You expected me to say I instantly fell in love??
Neh, I hated it)

At least for the first 23 episodes, it was pure filler nonsense,most people recommend skipping the whole lot of crap, but i just watched it anyway.
At least Reborn was cool. =3
Yeah, that's reborn, saying DIE NOW, wif a smile. : )

O 28th of December,
First day at work,
Was early for once. XD
Got to sentosa wif my TCC card,
If after you read this post, it interests you and you wanna join, plz tag in my board and tell me, I'll recommend the job to you. XD
(and collect a recommendation fee of around $100+ for 5people after they work for 30 hours)
=3

Random Advert, don't read it, IM POSSESSSED~~~~~
TCC card,
can be obtained by joining the company, which is basically an employee agency, the card requires a $5 deposit, but offers FREEEEEEEE
trip*S* to sentosa, all the way into the heart of the Resort World.
Also, employees' cards are LIFETIME, no topup, or anything, u don't even haf to work to keep it.
Added Bonus:
Employees recieve a 40% discount for Iphone plan by M1.
And working hours are REALLY flexible, juz make a booking 1 week in advance wif da boss and you get to work on wadever day at wadever time.

P.S pay owns the hell outta normal fastfood. Rmb Subway? Fcuking $5?
This job comes wif free meal and slurpz(More on this later) pay of around $7 per hour.

O that's it, if you are interested, plz make sure to make me your recommender.
THanks. XD


Eww, wad haf I done...... o.o

Ok nvr mind that.

So, first day at work was casual, but i wanted to wear a tie anyway, for the lolz.
First day, we were paid,

For doing nothing.
Really...==

They told us it was a 5hour job, but really we only were paid 3 hours,
but who could complain, we did NOTHING at all.

There was nothing much taught either, all i did was carry an Oval tray ONCE.
IN the Ballroom,
OUT the Ballroom, that's all. o.o

Retarded huh?

Only complaint was that the travelling and waiting was 3hours too... ==
My day was gone juz like that.
P.S waiting time is
GAY!!!!!!

Don't worry, if you guys get there, u will know wad i mean. =3
Which reminds me now it took me 5hours inclusive of waiting time.(Unpaid of course)

29th of December,

Was late, RAWWRRRRR!!!
O.o
Ran for me life,
....
..
.
my ass, im too chill to run. =3

So i strutted my late ass to the Mrt and took a completly random bus, which i paid for. ==
It ended up in the front of the Resort,
Where i strutted my ass into the huge, elaborate guest entrance, rather than the fcuked up, unpainted, employee backdoor. o.o

It was cool. =3

More importantly,
thanks to the gay wait time,
i was just in time,
despite being 1hour 15minutes late. o.o

It was another 3 hour work, but finally, we learnt real stuff, like the proceedings and proper arrangement, table assignment, partners, full-dress rehearsal and stuff.

Went home ridiculously late again, thanks to gay wait time.

P.S had free nomz provided at their canteen, food ranged from
Really nice to sh1t-like.
Really depends on wad you choose. o.o
(Choose at your own peril)

30th of December,
Slacked, at home, break for the big event.
MAWR Rebornz.

31th of December,
Highlight of the work.

XD

But MORE gay waiting time. ==
This time it was a gay 5 hour wait, from 1pm to 6pm,
including changing time
and sign-in-time
AND waiting for slow guest to arrive time, which was 2hours on its own.
P.S the 1hour travel time.

Finally, the main EVENT!!!
At 7pm. the guest strutted ALL their late asses into the ballroom.

We all smiled really hard, =3
But were really kinda raeging, cuz they were only
2hours+ late.

I stood at my table,
Waiting....
and
waiting....
the ballroom was full,

I was
Waiting....

RAEG!!!!!!

The guests at my table didn't come.

P.S in our excruciatingly long wait, I realized that Malaysian have a much better sense of punctuality than Singaporeans...

Expect, but proven that day.

And yea, my table was a Singaporean table, expected as much. ==

Turned out to be a blessing anyway, since I had nothing to do.
But it ended up that every1 served every1 anyway since it was eventually so messy we juz helped anywhere we could.

3 things that caught my attention.

1st:
The type of people attending the PARTY/event
It was really a full array of different personae at the event,
some came in sat down and said NOTHING,
Nothing at all,
stared blindly at each other for god noes how long.

Some came in, put on PARTY HATS. Literally
and blew party horns, provided by the hotel, wif the hatz.
Began running around in suits and dresses, snapping pictures and ordering copious amounts of beer and wine.
And that was B4 the party even started.

Then there were girls, i say girls, bcuz they were relatively young, compared to the other guests, around 20+ though, elegantly dressed, proper looking, makeup, everything well done.....

but most of them ended-up pissed drunk on the floor by the end of the party anyway.
So much for proper. o.o

2nd thing,
The FOOD,
It LOOKS good, but really,

its not. ==

Cheap stuff made elaboratedly.
Only thing SLIGHTLY ex, was the abalone, which I was freakishly afraid of dropping,
it meant losing my pay in 1 spill.
6 abalone+Glassware= gg

O well good thing it went smoothly anyway, even the soup wif I thought i would spill,
reminded nicely in the bowl,
thanks to the puff on top of the soup.

It smelled heavenly though, waiting outside the kitchen for the food to be prepared,
it was still cheap crap though. =P

3rd thing,
the shows, it was alrite,
classic sh1t,
Opera by 3 fat ladies,
Noodle making,
Wang Lu Jiang/Bryan Wang hosting,

Lady stripping on stage.
Yeah the usual.

But it was kinda pathetic to watch old men get horny,
probably nvr seen internet porn in their lives.

Which is probably why im still a firm supporter of
exposure= education,
censorship= dangerous curiosity.

O well, finally it ended wif a a Crazy countdown
10,
9,
8,
7,
6,
5,
4,
3,
2,
1!!!

Of course every1 was pissed drunk and sprawling all over as they counted-down, other wise, most would juz be stoning at their seat.

Alcohol is a blessing indeed.

The guest left, most drunk like no1s buisness.

Then fun started, for US.
=3

Their was like sum epic nomz and slurp party going on.

Every1 rushed to clear the food,wine and champagne to the "decoy area",

Juz to nomz the food.
Well, most of the food was cleared, which was fine by me since it was mostly crappy bullsh1t anyway.

But the dessert was awesome. XDD

I nommed everything almost once,
delicious chocolate coated fruitz and chocolate coated chocolate AND CHOCOLATE COATED CREAMCAKE.!!!! RAWRR!!

Sure it was fatty and unhygienic, but fcuk that, we nommed anyway.
It was like a scene straight out of the movies, poor workers,
eating the food that rich fags choose not to eat.

O Gord!
The white wine was HEAVENLY. ~.~

The champagne rocked too.
Aww~~ slurp slurp...
Pure happiness, after all, the work was practically over.

Clearing up was actually fun,

It was juz rolling sheets up and pouring all the random drinks into 1 big pail,
it actually smelled really nice, like sum awesome cocktail.
(Coke+ F&N + Wine+ Champagne+ Beer+ Juice= nomlicious slurpz)

After that, there was an epic table rolling spree, over 300 tables to be rolled to a corner.
Chairstacking too.

Every1 was wearing the left over party hatz,
really interesting scene indeed.

Really don't have a shred of regret for working at the event. XD
Probably do it again next year.


Well, the high ended when we realized it was Freakin 3.30am...

took the free coach home wif Jiao Binz and Andy..........

So TIRED....

Fell asleep on the bus right away.

Arrived at home, it was freakin 4.50am

O GORD~~~ the eye hurt.
x3

Had a super-early-morning coconut drink,
which strangely did wonders, felt-less like dying immediately,
no...
I still wasn't revived in any way.

Jiaobin and ND came to me house,
where i took a bathe and slept for awhile, for 1hour+

at 6am, we left the house for Macdonalds......

It was
PURE EVILL~~

Every mouth was like hell,
kinda like my brain was saying,
"FUCK YOU! Samuel, FUCK YOU~ We nid sleep damn it, not fcking MACS?!?"

Yeah, every mouth i took was juz sickening, and the butter made it worse,
never eating Macdonalds' butter again, leaves an unpleasant aftertaste.

Dredged our ways home,
fell asleep IMMEDIATELY,
good thing i bathed, clean lol.

Anyway

1st and 2nd of January pass by just like that,
wif lots of sleeping, slacking and noming.

3rd.....
forgot =P More Reborn??? o.o

4rd or of January....

STILL tired,
slacked at home till around 3pm
and made my way to our class chalet,
fell kinda bad, like Im always late for stuff. =P

First day at chalet, nothing much going on, juz lots of lazing around and cards, without money.

It was sad, like eating pancakes without syrup,
but i didn't want to look like a gambling nut, which I am. =3
So i didn't push too hard for it.

5th of January,
At 2am, we were still playing wif cards,
Martin was getting alittle to comfortable wif me....
It was alittle weird.
Of course i didn't say anything, but wadever.
( Lol if your reading this I'm sorry, well probably 1 of the many readers on this blog would tell ya, but I juz blog wad i feel lol, don't be sad. =X)
P.S that's kinda why i wanted to blog privately lol.
Wait-a-go Dion. ==.
Juz Jking, im glad ppl read this, juz that i have to be more careful about wad I type now.

Or not.

Dear Readers:
If anything I type here involves you in the Not-so-positive-light, Im sorry, but its usually true, and sure, you can rage back at me in your blog, I'd probably nvr read it anyway. =3
(I don't blog surf lol, writting 1 is hard enough. =3)

Well back to that, I don't know,
I'm all for contact wif girls and even guys,
but..........
I don't know....
sumthing about the people in between makes me feel uncomfortable of sorts and its not because they might be gay,
heck I love gay people, but effeminate people.......
Sure they can be really nice people and good friends but.......
Ya noe. o.o

O well after that, wif about 6hours of sleep, we wake up
and go Kbox, XD
Every 1 was so bored, they juz decided to take up my suggestion and go Kbox. lol.

It was Fail, since none of us culd sing, and even though i thought i can sing OK, it juz sucked that day, I think i was trying too hard.

But sum songs were juz plain fun, like I got the Magic and girlfriend. Juz lots of shouting lol. XD

But then me and tried to sing a Japanese song, it was a really old song from Shakugan no Shana,
Which i had almost completely forgotten,
and it was cuz Marcus asked us to sing it lol.
And he panged us, i raeged. =(

Anyway, it was pure fail....

But the entire thing was quite fun. XD
Next time i go, im gonna sing like a pro.
=3
I wanna pick up singing lol.
Juz enough to NOT suck at Kbox at least. XP

After that, we went cycling,
Fail in
5,
4,
3,

yea...

First of all, my bike's seat was fucking,
it could tilt on it's own lol.
So i got it repaired and thought everything was gonna go all right....

Well, before that, we played truth or dare, cuz Wee Kiat was still learning how to cycle, which was fine by me, since the night was awesome.
Really cool, complete wif toads getting it on under our "pavillion"

And I herd the song i had been looking for for a long time, from Chiu Yang's phone,
in fact, in listening to it now.
IT ROX!!

Help Urself. XD


One of the best songs, ever. =3

It's probably one of the few songs that keep me from completely leaving english songs.
Lol, you can thank Gaga , Bieber and other talentless english artistes,
for getting me to going to Kpop.

Used to love Davids(cook and Archuleta), Taylor Swift, Avril Lavigne,
but moved to Kpop, cuz of reason 1 on top
and also cuz i can't focus, constantly singing to the lyrics and NOT studying for my "O"s.

O well, mayb i could get alittle of both now? =)

Ok anyway truth or dare was fun, but, Kinda panicked when it hit me, thanks to you stalkers reading my blog. =X

Good thing nothing troublesome came out/
They only asked me,
Are you a porn addict?
And i said,
Yes,
NAh,
no.
Really o.o
I'm not.

In fact this holiday, i've only watched it 3 times.
And don't really need it, i juz think that it's good to clear the spermatic glands every now and then.
Go google it,
It's true, you're more susceptible to prostrate cancer and other problematic issues, if you don't wank.

U can ignore wad I'm saying, but lol,
you'd be the 1 wif the impotency.
=3


Ok, massive digression much,
ok back to the cycling trip.

On my way to Changi, I was in front, but i felt oddly tired, like sumthing was wrong,
REALLY WRONG. o.o

I told Ken who was leading the way, that it felt like my bike was breaking down on me...
He juz shrugged it off and I also juz tot mayb I was thinking too much,
till i realized that for every 1 rotation of the pedal Ken makes, i had to peddle 2times, to cover and SAME distance and that was when we were on the SAME gear, on the SAME bike. o.o

Then halfway to Changi from Pasir Ris,
My PEDAL broke off....

==

FAILLLLLLLL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The WHOLE damn thing came off.
==


.....
DOtz.

And i got a contusion and laceration. AIDS. =(

Had to take the disgraceful taxi back.
FUG!

I hate being the loser whom has to be back halfway,
even in night walks in St John or Cycling expeditions, i hated quitting, felt all dirty inside.

FUCK!!!!!!
RAEGG!!!!

Sorry, Im keyboard venting. ==.......
Sad =(.....

Forget i typed that...

Anyway, got back to find Marcus still sleeping,
shud haf stayed wif him lol if i knew. =P

Gabriel too, but fcuk, he was occupying the bed wif Marcus,
I had to sleep wif KEANE.........

.........

....
...
...

Wadever, I was too tired to be unhappy about it.

Sleepzz~~
and only slept minutes at a time, in fact i was awake when they came back. o.o

Anyway, left the chalet earlier, cuz my mother was there,
and she told to to RUSH out.

Only to find her drinking coffee at the Coffee shop...
and i had already ask Marcus to help me return the bike.
(It made me feel like a dick to ask him to return 2 bikes.)

Worst of all,
When i joined my mother, whom was still all like,"Aiyo,nvr mind la", about it,
Ken and Marcus pushed their bike by me, while i was slurping milo......

Awkward much....

o.o

And Embarrassing!
DX

Wadever, so i rushed home and
2 hours later, I was on my flight to Hongkong.
Lol

I'll leave that super long Hongkong story and other stories for tomorrow.

Its 11+
and i haz to sleep, cuz imma going Canoeing try-out tomorrow. XD

OK nite nite bye~~
Don't hate me if i SUDDENLY forgetz to update. =X
Ok fine hate me, make me update, I don't want you guys to miss out either.
=P

K BYE!!
P.S too sleepy to check for errors and grammer, dun't raeg if u find funny typoz. o.o

Holy Crap my holidays~

Damn! I missed 2 weeks in a row? Really? o.o

Really no excuse for missing so mani days.

Sorry!

2 weeks ago, on a Friday after my Wednesday post,
I was brought to KL, and spent the whole weekend there, shopping and stuff, sadly i wasn't feeling all too well and had to drag myself around for 3 days.

Can't believe it, but i realized that it was games withdrawal,
when De-Shen(my godma's brother-in-law) brought me to the arcade and for a movie, I suddenly became chirpier.

Darn.... am i becoming a spoilt brat?
Really don't wanna become like that....

Well.....
Came back with lots of clothes and stuff, was a trip worth the go.

Monday and Tuesday, last week, Jovin and Friends came over, for a CLEAN day at home...

My mother with a patience of a god decided to raeg against majong
and i decided to respect her for that and we really did not gamble at all for the whole day,
a miracle considering that we never failed to gamble at every meeting.

Spent the whole of monday Jubeating
(on Ipad, which was the first time in my life i began to covet a Pad.)
and playing the game of life.
XD
I was the first to "die"
and ended up in the millionare estates with EXACTLY 1million lol.
XP

Went out to buy RISK, but it turned out to be the new 1.
Which was deemed to be less cool, due to its use of arrows, rather than awesome soldiers and cannons.

If by any chance, sum1 from the RISK manufacturing company is reading this....
LOL WAD?
Plz revise ur product, ur about to lose ur customers soon....

Bladdy game dragged from 10pm to 3am the next day.
Was fun, but after 5 hours, ppl were begging to end it.... o.O

I insisted that i got 7.5 hours of sleep at least.
And slept though others remained awake.

Next day we went to LAN, only to find that most people were too tired to fire a damn bullet.
(Jovin's eyes were SOOooooo red, it looked like a raw bear testicle.)

Slept the moment i got home, could not take the shit.

Thursday and Friday were spent doing almost nothing....

WAIT!!!
ALMOST FORGOT~!!!! Spent these 2 days shopping for a present for dad,
it was a bribe really, for i had decided to ask for an Ipad, due to (SEE ABOVE)
Yes, im a devil of a child, but hey it was a worthy bribe, it took me 8 hours to construct, through midnight till 3am, while messaging that SPECIAL person as well as the next day while crying all over the pieces, due to the Temptation of the Wife.

(Which i finally got the whole DVD collection for) <3 you mom XD

pieces~
Blue Dolphin and
Pink Heart

Saturday and Sunday were spent at my dad's house.
Ipad bribe failed....

Sure I was sad, but i guess life went on....
I actually gave my step mom a head and foot message for Christmas
meant for it to be ANOTHER bribe, but I thought it probably wouldn't work,
so whynort~ juz do it for Christmas. :)

Apparently it was pretty good, she feel asleep when i finished.
I think i used like 5 spoonfuls of Skin moisturizer on her feet and calfs. o.o

Well unknown to me, i stayed up till 3am that day and couldn't wake up on Sunday.....

Ended up missing my Subway meeting, for which still astounds me for its stupidity.
Why the hell do you need to meet at 7.30am at J8 for ALL EMPLOYEES.?

Even uniform group in schools, have a proper system of disseminating information.

Juz talk to the bladdy managers la, then get the managers to talk to us after that la...
Isn't that wad the managers are for???

Anyway, missed it.
My alarm woke me up, but i was too dizzy to get off the bed.

Turned out to be blessing in disguise.

I got SACKED....
YES!!!!!

Would have had to do it myself if not for being sacked, my holidays are ending already and really, I had no intend of going back, P.S already attained another job, it gonna start on the 28th of December, for the countdown party.

Which honestly has a WAY better pay of $6.50 per hour with free food and Taxi to boot.

Monday
Moses, my best friend from Primary school came over for a stayover, Randy was supposed to come over, but he said he would join us later....

Had a late brunch at Ajisen Ramen, which i still LOVE so much. XD
Went back home, only to leave house 5minutes later....
To meet ......

KEITH CHIA..... o.o
Never expected it.

Background story behind Keith..
Used to be quite notorious in school, till a sudden change made him wake up and aspire to improve himself.
Became deeply religious and i MEAN DEEPLY........... o.o

Well, it a good thing, though sometimes the spiritual obsession of his gets alittle overboard and unnerving....

Well met up with him, some other guy named Marcus and Amanda, supposedly the girlfriend of Marcus.
On first impression, they appeared like real punks and stuff, typical jacket and long fringe over eyes....
But turned out to be really decent people.

Though i was honestly quite shocked when Keith start to read a piece of paper, presumed to be given out by the church and proclaiming that it SPEAKS to him EVERYDAY and gives him strength.....
Well....

Good for him??? o.o

But nonetheless awkward much.

Due to the unfortunate combination of extreme 5 hour starvation as well as Moses' pig-headedness, ended up with an epic war between us.

We will skip the details, but we ended up in an epic war that was sooo bad that even though i Muay-Thai-ed him in the nuts, and locked him out of my house for 2 hours, he still owes me...

Luckily, we made up after that....
God it was awkward but we had those classic make-up scenes with tight hugging and exchange of apologies, combined with his weird habit of talking to me like I was a displeased girlfriend, it would have been the perfect scene for a random gay-flick.
p.s brought him a Liang-Cha(cooling tea to soothe the tension.)

BUT GORD!!! I swear we are NOT involved with each other.
SHEEsh~

Lol he even has a girlfriend and there's already someone else whom i like lol. XD

Extra: I'll come back to the lord someday...... just mayb. Xd

Yeah, so...
happy patch up,
happy overnight sleep,

wake up next day, breakfast, he leaves,
KEN COMES. lol
Xd

Went all the way to bloody Orchid, bought a pair of shoes for Ken, but I didn't buy any, cuz they didn't look right on me. xP

We also brought a present for Ken to give someone.
Quite damn nice.

Lol I feel quite proud, cuz the present was really damn elaborate.
It consisted of a teddy bear, holding a secret card, a trap door, a tiny box filled with chocolates tied up wif a pink ribbon.<<<< Entire thing wrapped in a Christmas gift wrap in a box.
took me a hell lot of effort, but i did it, for the glory of helping a friend.

And YES, i LOVE to brag about helping others, Deal~
Heck, if it motivates me to help more people, why the fuck not.
O.o

Let me take a fucking picture.
Shall upload it tomorrow, its freaking 2.45am, I'm about to die.

He spent the night again at my place, only to burn most of today away, by watching temptation of the wife again. XD

At episode 76 le RAWRRRRRRRRRR~~!!
XD
30+ more episodes to go.

He was supposed to join us for dinner but had to leave earlier than usual.

Next up...
Awkward Christmas BBQ at Adoptive grandmother's house, filled with false smiling, fail deco and itchy Santa Caps.

Nuff said.

So that's about it for all....
phew...
Its freakin 3.20am.

Extra random corner:

Talking to that special person..........

Sadly, I decided to end it now.
God it really sucks.....
But i did it for the both of us............

Damn I hate being mushy but it really crushed my world.
But at the same time, I feel strangely happy again......

Mayb i've been holding on too tight for too long.

They say that holding on to a sculpture too tightly only breaks it........

Mayb it is time to let go.....
:)

At least we are still good friends.

I feel like im in the Para-lympics.

Damn, missed a day again. XP
Sorry but even then, i would have to do a rushed 1 today,
leaving for KL later today.

Lets see....

Tuesday....
After waking up completely shack from the blogging, I slowly made my way to work that day, at 6pm.

Came back at 11pm,
strangely happy.

Every1 else was really shack, but i was just glad,
that my TYRANT boss didn't come. XD

Actually, work at subway is quite enjoyable and time really passes damn fast.
Also, I'm finally getting the hang of the job.
(It kinda feels like passing the magical nirvana threshold, like in maths for me this year. o.o)

So yeah, quite happy. XD

Wednesday

Woke up, at around 10am, quite late, but still feeling like shit, cuz I slept at 1am that day.
And that was even though I didn't talk to any1 on the phone for hours.

Extraz:
It's like a weird inner conflict each night.
To sleep early each night and look healthy for the person I like.
Or to talk to that person to bond more, due to both our busy schedules......
Haiz. =(

Had an early morning stomach ache, which really sucked, cuz i was late to meet Aikeen, to try out Jubeat.

The way to AMK hub was a torture.
Apparently, it was like 1pm and i still had not eaten anything the whole day, also,
I only had 1 subway sandwich the day b4 for dinner.

I was walking diagonally on the sidewalk, tilting awkwardly at a 45 degrees, while miraculously walking in a straight line.
Felt like a damn hangover.

Had a quick 15minute pepper lunch meal, wolfed down the burning hot rice and salmon.

Looks something like this,
(Yes, i did copy this from google,
SUE ME)


Met up with Aikeen and tried Jubeat for the first time in my life. XD

Pretty awesome~ =D

I was quite surprised, cuz i wasn't as fail as i thought i would be,
(since i had a reputation for sucking at music games)

But Jubeat juz felt different, like wack-a-mole, which is a crude comparison, but I really felt that hitting the markers popping out on the screen was like Whack-a-mole, WITH MUSIC. o.o

But dang it was fun. XD
I even made a card,
thought long and hard for a name,
but i decided i would go with PandarZ, not that it was a best choice, but since i used Pandar in almost every game i play, like DotA or L4D, y not lol. XD

Here's a sample, for those of you whom never herd of Jubeat, like Jiaobin, which was quite shocking to me, for all the craze over it. O.o
Classic Song, EVANS


The 2nd Song i herd, which I liked quite alot.
(Sadly i found that i can't play this song, cuz it requires that I play to a certain level, before i can unlock the song.)
Im So Happy


O Damn the stupid font became big again, sorry. =(
O well,I tried Haru-Haru, (Korean song, knew the song thoroughly, but didn't know to press lol.)
But I must say, the Jubeat interface is really quite accurate to the beats.

But bah, im still a noob. XD

Wanna try it again ASAP.
but alone bah, for the first time, I wanna be anti-social and try on my own.
May its cuz Aikeen influenced me to play on my own. XD
But really it's Kinda a solo game. o.o

After that, rushed to work without a bathe, which sucked, but still ended up kinda late.
Yeah~
Again the big boss is not there, only the very nice assistant manager, whom closed 1 eye.
Thank god for him.
Makes my work life so much more enjoyable.

Learnt more about my fellow colleague, Angelo,
we are the same age, but have such different lives.
He intends to go ITE (Which i have been cynically been drilled to recognise as *It's The End*.)
But he does seem like someone with a head on his shoulders, really do think he will still make it out as someone useful in life.)

But for someone my age, he is really much more mature...
Mayb my life is really too good eh...
Makes me really think about how unfair life is actually, well mayb not unfair, but juz so different for people living in the same world, same country.

Also feel kinda awkward, like I don't wanna offend him, by acting smart and stuff,
GOD~
Juz makes me realize how damn elitist our school is.

Thursday

Woke up early to rush for my hotel banquet service crew provider.
Dun even wanna talk about it.
Bad experience.

Fat Whore trainer + Attitude + Ginormous ego, thinking that becoming a HOTEL SERVICE MANAGER in 5years is every1s final goal in life. + Non-stop blabbering and lame jokes+ Irritable me, whom happened to not have his breakfast nor lunch, till 5pm.
= Fuckfest.

O I now noe that some ppl actually do read this blog. and thank you for taking your time.
Sorry if sometimes i spew vulgarities, I generally use them only in cases of EXTREME FRUSTRATION.

But enough raeging online,
Imma gonna go unwind, after this, gonna enjoy myself thoroughly in KL.
XD
Byes~!!!!!

Wow Im getting lazy

It's been an entire week already.
=P

Sorry for missing out on updating.
(Dun noe who exactly im apologizing to, juz feel a need to say so =X )

Lets see.....

O crap, now to fill in all the days missing.
Sowie about it being point form, too much to talk about.

Monday
>First day at work, ended up going to work too early 6am rather than 6pm, I was pretty damn sure the person told me 6am though...

But o well, I met nice ppl there and had to pick up lots of stuff, though i was mostly juz washing dishes and weighing meat, cuz they say i need to start from the humble kitchen. O.o

I carved out a reputation on the first day, as the blur, slow, nice guy, who likes to wash, alittle TOO MUCH. =X

Which is quite sad, cuz its not really who i am, but juz who i pretend to be, to deal with my devil boss.

Attitude vs Attitude= Die

Attitude vs Adorably stupid= Every1 happy

At least its working for me. XD

Tuesday
>Unlike Monday, i reported to work at 6pm rather than 9am, so ended up ending off at 11pm
And god, given the choice i would take day shift anyday, Night shift involves too much bullsh1t, like dreadful clean up without air-con and hardcore dinner rush hour. DX

Wednesday
>Supposed to be my last day of training, but i took an mc, cuz i had a crappy flu and cough that kept getting in my way when i was making sammiches.

Thursday
>Taught my morbidly obese nephew some exercises in a desperate hope to help him lose weight.
But at least he WANTS to lose weight, unlike my stepmom, who doesn't even have the tiniest shred of willpower to want to lose weight, claiming that its all an inevitable fact of life.

What she says is,
*In chinese* : Im already eating only two meals a day, your father whole day say me, diet summore i die le

I say:
*In Chinese* Your doing its wrong......
Starving yourself will only cause your body to store more fats.

She says:
*In Chinese* Don't care already la, fat than fat lor,
(Stompz off)

Sigh~

This took place on Saturday Btw.

Friday
Went over to my dad's place, for dinner, didn't bring any clothes out, in the attempt to NOT be dragged over to his place.

Ended up being dragged there anyway.

Saturday

>Wore crappy shirt and pants out again, with messed up hair.
(think im making it a habit, like for once in a long time, juz completely dun care how i look like and go out looking like a beggar child XD )
(Juz hope no1 i noe sees me lol. )

Came back home and dressed up properly, to look NORMAL.
And left for Yong Peiz BBQ.

Ate quite little there, but it was quite nice to see every1 again. X)
Played basketball, blackjack and DotA there.
Though the internet was damn lag, so i had to vs A.I
XD
After playing wif ppl for so long, owning A.I was pie,
1vs 5 Insane bots, rape-age.

Also ate at Icekimo,


treated Luis and Jonathan to Chocolate brownie with Tiramisu ice-cream.
(cuz it be too sinful to eatz alone. XP)
Pretty damn good. XD
First went there with Moses and his parents, good old memories.

Speaking of Moses, he's overseas on a missionary trip now, sumwhere in Thailand.
Joked with him, telling him to not die there, but its kinda scary that the danger is real.

Geesh~
If my best friend really died like that,it would really sux so bad.

Ken also, his c0ck mother, bring him go to freakin Egypt, (I jkingly asked him for a camel)
but really, why take the risk and go somewhere that you might die in.

But there's also a part of me that kinda envies Moses, wanted to do some community work this holiday, but with all the work going on, its gonna be hard. <---excuses.


sunday:
woke kinda early rushed told that had pay debt someone print details another job interview on which i also brought christmas mom ended being broke after was gonna buy wrapper presents for my dad and stepmom but nvr still a long way to can save up money till then.

A BONUS!!!!!
FOR THOSE OF YOU READING THIS,
type "Can I haz present? XD"
in the chatbox, and if i noe you, i will buy u something for christmas eh? XD
Plz rmb to leave your name.

Roar!!! Imma Santa!!!!!

Today

Woke up kinda early today, cuz i had to rush off to an early morning interview,
YES! Im indeed taking a second job, at a hotel, called MICE lol, along wif like 6 other friends.

Jiao Bin,Chicken, Andy, Xing Yu, Joshua and Gavin lulz.

Mass interview,
kinda regretted it, cuz the prospect were so damn good. RAWRR!!!

But i have no intention to leave Subway,
not cuz its really THAT fun, but because I kinda got a moral obligation with boss, to stay till January.

So wad i will probably do is work Monday and Tuesdays at Subway and at the Hotel on other days.

need to go get my black leather shoes though. XP

3rd day at Subway today,
My first day at Subway was a full Malay group, excluding me and today it's all Indians, other than the Assistant manager who is philipino.

No, Im in no way racist about this, but I had to say i was kinda not used to being around ppl of other races, due to the supreme Aran Catholic High, with all chinese, almost students.

Im kinda grateful for this job, despite the hardcore washing, cuz it gives me the opportunity to learn more about other people, from different backgrounds.
(So much for the slow-witted, nice guy in the kitchen, with nothing running through his mind XD)

One of the Indian ladies was really nice, taught me many things patiently and did most of the washing which i strongly despised.

I did the cleaning though, which im ok with.
Different> washing not= cleaning.

The other Indian lady, was a real bitch, she spent most of her day doing the easy stuff and getting me to do the sh1t work, but enacting the dumb, simple persona, i juz reluctantly took on everything with a smile. :B

Well that was it for work today.

Tuesday
Apparently, this blogging process really takes a heck alot of time, its already the next day.

No actually, its also cuz i spent most of my time talking to someone on the phone.

Mushy corner:
Had been feeling secretly hollow in the heart recently, despite the various personas i put on.
Just feels like something had been missing.
I wanted to get closer to that special someone this holiday, but with the both of us being so caught up in our work, it's almost impossible to meet up.

That person had previously told me that it would be inconvenient for us to talk, seeing that its really late and that work was a real pain.

My heart crumbled at that initially.

But its patched again, today. XD

Happiness is coursing through my veins.

So scary how love can make or break a person so easily.
But u noe wad?

Im willing to take the fall. =)