My mom cried because of me.

IM supposed to be studying now, but I juz wanna pop a post on the blog cuz of what happened about minutes ago.

Stupid Ol' me asked my mom,
"Mom, are you ready for retirement?"
She said, still with a smile,
"No, when I grow older, I need you to take care of me."

I jokingly said,
"OMG you lazy mama, need to save up k?"

She said,
"I'll be working at macdonald's till the day I die and one day you will receive a call from Macdonalds......"
and it started going wrong..
Her eyes were going red.

I told her,
"Don't worry mom, I love you and you are doing a GREAT job as a mom.
I'll take care of you."

But as she poured away the remains of our breakfast and washed the dishes, I could tell she was about to cry...

I thought back to how she would always talk about how she didn't need me to take care of her and that she would live an independent woman, till the end.

But I saw helplessness today, she DIDN'T want me to take care of her, she wanted to be an independent, free woman, who owed no one else, but she has already come to the stage where she has no other choice.

My mom has always been an outwardly strong woman.
Usually she's just plain silly, a joker to say the least.
Sometimes she shows her deeper side and it makes me think what kind of person I will be someday...

Now I honestly don't know how I should feel, or how I feel..
I feel like this is one of the moments that you change your life and go,
"Its time to pull your socks up, there are people counting on you."
but there is a part of me, still burnt from the council episode, which taught me to know my boundaries and to achieve in moderation.....

I don't know what to think or what to do.
But what's for certain is that someone is counting on me and I can't just think about myself anymore...

END

I owe ALOT of smacks.... ._.

O hi! Probably no1 is gonna see this, its my 3rd revival of my blog and yea Im not in the best of moods now, but HEY! Im gonna make it better for myself. XD

I still find that blogging that the load off me the best =D.

I used to think it's a huge waste of time, but Hey it beats playing games or stoning around rite?
XDD

Note to self: This post is going to be mindless rambling, no structure or anything!!
It's my blog after all rite? =)

P.S I found a loophole...
You guys CAN'T smack me around 100+ times, BCUZ, the consecutive smack thing was only for if i didnt post on the 26 of January. BUT I DID! only that i didnt finish after which i promised to be smacked HARD ONCE! XD
So WILL LIVEE!!!!!! HAhahhahahhahahah
Ok enough with that, I still regret not finishing up, but I probably never will, too old and irrelevant.

But hey, as a BIGG SORRY~~ to you guys, I updated my playlist. XD
(Pussycatdolls were getting old and cheap)
New Song List:

1. Avril Lavigne - Smile
   
2. Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
3. Katy Perry - Peacock
   
4. Taylor Swift - Back To December
5. Avril Lavigne When You're Gone
   
6. Taylor Swift - Innocent
   
7. Eragon - Keep holding on
8. Kesha - WE R WHO WE R
   
9. Avril Lavigne - What The Hell on Screen
   
10. Kesha - Blow on Screen HD
    
11. Tik Tok Kesha
12. DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again
    
13. "Back To December" - Taylor Swift (Cover by Jake Coco)

Heheh~ This year I really culdnt find many male singers that I liked, 90% were emo with the rest being Justin Bieber( who i openly express distaste towards )
Random Status from freshlikes.com

Dear society,.........................
Please stop calling Justin Bieber gay. We don't want him either.
Sincerely, homosexuals

or Bruno Mars, who I coudnt really relate to, I mean he has good music, but i just don't connect to it. Ya noe~.... O.o

You know what? Imma gonna share the new chapter of life I've embarked on.

Time to summarize the things/fails that have occurred the past few months.

1)Ran for council, simultaneously in St John Camp.
2)Not enough votes, did not get in
3)results started crashing, due to the time spent on council and time spent emoing(slightly)
after council booted my ass out
4)Ran for OAC exco, I SWEAR To GOD I was not power hungry or sh1t,
I juz tio inceptioned by Ken to think that I really had to do the job if not Timo would ruin OAC by giving INSANE PT.
BUT i was wrong!!!
I understood that Ken was really trying to help me get a position, but TIMO is a GREAT guy!!
I'm so sorry for taking your position! =(((((
I got in the exco, but i was hoping Timo GOT IN TOO, but he DIDNT!!! NOOOooooooooooo~!!
In my heart i wanted welfare officer..... Haiz...
But you know what? Deep down in my heart I felt a LITTLE happy.
After being outted by council, I questioned myself whether I was that unworthy of sorts....

O alittle backtrack.
I joined council cuz Ken Jio me AGAIN. and then I put in tons of time, spent alot of time with Ken and became close friends wif him. btw Ken got in.
When he found out I didn't get in, he got REALLY emo for the WHOLE DAY.
(Im sorry Ken i really am...)
Mayb that's y he pushed me for OAC exco....
Yeah that's rite... THATS HOW IT HAPPENED!!!
OMG sudden realisation!
FCUK!!!
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How I love blogging, I never put the link here before.
I just assumed Ken wanted me to be in it for random reasons.
Now that i think of it, he probably wanted me to get into OAC exco cuz h felt bad for me for council.....
I R really grateful....
Sobz. Thanks ken. :]
You really are a great friend..

OK TOO MUCH MUSH! NEXT~!!!

5) Im an OACIAN climber brought Climbing shoes and all and im BEGINNING TO LOVE IT!!
I used to be really scared of climbing, I mean i would gang-ho and juz climb and shake like mad on the wall, but now Im really comfortable with it and even do stupid sh1t like.... =D
6) Commissioned!! St John's Officer Corps Staff Officer Grade 6 Samuel Hsu
XDD

There was a gay camp TOTALLY worth it, only bad thing that it took my would be council preparation time.
Then there was a parade and finally a DINNER I wore that outfit up there, leaned alittle too much. =P
7) Holidays came
and FLEW away!@!! Im heading to my last week soon and OMG there's going to be that I havent done this work that work rush O FUCK!!
I should be doing my work now , but what the heck,
this is sumthing i think I really need from here on.
How it flew?
a) Kayaking expedition
b) Climbing trips to climb asia(the place i took the picture at)
c) SingMa competition in KL and Malacca juz got back... with epic fever, still sick actually.
d) X-physique. With me, Ken and Timo in the pic below.

Did not bad, it wasn't the 3 of us in a team, TOO gay =P
but our real team was damn good too XD
Me, Ken and Rachel Wong from CANOEING!! Wootz damn power. Xd
too bad our relationship alittle awkward, since
WAit for it......
Im the bottom feeder in or class!!!

BIG BIG BIG SURPRISE YEA??
I've been top tier or so for the last 4 years, now im the ONLY loser at the bottom of the class that NO1 talks to.
Hence the crappy mood. Apparently after council booted me everything failed, I started sleeping in class, I poned class and basically DID myself in.
Thanks blogger for reminding me of the fail I am in my class. I got to remember to study harder later and remember to work out too.

My GOAL:
Return to class as someone who knows what is going on in class and BUFF as HELL!!!
You know what?
I don't believe that will get me back in the game, but heck at least I can be like, ok fcuk this, I can survive perfectly well alone in my class, I still got all my friends from other classes, OAC, StJohn, 2-3, 4-9 (I <3 all you guys and miss you all dearly<<<Eee~ damn mush)
God even my GP class is more friendly towards me than my class, O well. XD

Ok I gotta end this blog soon I need go PICK UP MY LIFE! From the shattered bits it is in now.

but first eat!!!! Its 3pm and only now am i starting to eat LUNCH OMG!!!!.
And Enjoy this video its just one of the many stories covered by my favorite online news channel
The Young Turks wif Cenk(read Jenk) and Anna(hot)

Women Wearing Wedding Diapers?!

enjoy

WHATS UP NEXT:
FAMINE CAMP 17th-18th June
PAY TO STARVE!!!!

Sorry guys,
I know this blog sounds INCREDIBLY RUSHED and SNIPSHORT, I noe!!!
Will do a better job next time, will probably do this soon. =D
Feel a billion times better,
Bloggging should be a proffessional therapy or sumthing. =3

K thanks BYEE!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

A teary goodbye to my friends and my holiday.

Hey there people...
as much as Im blogging to save my anywhere-but-my-face from being slapped,
Im also doing this as a closure to my long almost 3month holidays.....

I regret that I am not able to convey all the experiences I've had throughout this holiday.

It is 12.20am.
School begins exactly 7 hours 10 minutes from now....
But I'll stay up just to get a closure on things.

P.S, I may sound kinda melancholic today, just finished Temptation of the Wife,
it is truly a beautiful but depressing show....

I usually on my music when i blog, but not today. I want to get through his fast, sorry if
the readers feel rushed or lost in anyway.

Sorry if I forgot details and dates again. it's really been quite some time.
But Back to the story...


6th of January,
Im rushed out of the chalet by my mother, whom I found to be slurping coffee happily at Downtown East, only to end up having to get Marcus to return my bicycle for me, and collect the pass i used as a deposit.

(Sumhow Ken was asked to do it and I never saw my old student pass again.)

On that very same day, that Im freakishly tired, with barely 3 hours of sleep,
we are rushed off to the airport and depart to Hong Kong.

The flight was not as thrilling as i hoped it would be, after all, it was my 3rd flight, yet it was still rather exhilarating to feel yourself being lifted up and off the runway.

The food, sucked. Nuff said.
(Cold, chunky chicken breast Salad wif hardening potatoes and badly seasoned chicken)

I tried the white wine too, it was horrible.
I had actually hoped to taste something like wad I tasted at the countdown party.

NOTE: Sheesh, I sound like such a spoilt-brat, Im sorry, you can fuck me for it later, but Temptation of the Wife is one HELL of a drug.

So yeah, the flight there wasn't all that great, coupled with a full hour of depressurized air stuck in my ears. Ouchies.

The first day went past just like that, we tried some typical Hong Kong food, which was pretty good. Sadly I can't remember what we ate. =3

O Yea~~,
Park Hotel was nice
The pic isn't the actual, but it was very similar.
I was going to say it was the one redeeming factor of the day, but really, that just sounds downright grim.

But yeah, it was nice. =)

7th of January,
The next day, I still remember clearly, juice.
I had juice in the morning.
I reminded me alot of the delicious juice that I have with my dad and the juice I have in Malaysia, freshly blended by my godma's mother.
No water added, no ice added, just juice. <3

We set out for Lan Tau Islands, it was a long, LONG trip to the island on cable car.

Across the sea to the island, Then, over the mountain range....

Excuse the quality, but the real thing was just breath-taking, and Im not just saying that.
It was really that good. O.o

Or mayb it was just so chilly I was practically getting high from the cold.

So we arrived after a well spent journey....

Sure there was Starbucks and sh1t, like Subway. ==
but what we really wanted to experience was the vegetarian food...

Eating Vegetarian food at the foot of the Giant Buddha Statue, in a calm, peaceful mountain range....
I actually felt at peace lol, and that's not even dramatification.

Sumhow the simple fare tasted freakin delicious to me, simple panfried Leafy Vegs, Tofu wif Corn, SUPER DELICIOUS SOUP XP and Mushrooms wif more veg.+ Simple rice of course.

Mayb it was the cold, mayb it was the walking, but really, i just wolfed down the whole damn meal.
(O gord, I'm getting hungry just thinking about it, O gord, think about the freakin evil consequences if i snack at 1am. )X(

After the warm meal, we made our way up the LONG flight of stairs, about 12 flights in total, if I remember correctly. It kinda reminded me of the super long stairs in Kung Fu Panda. O.o
I am not a Buddhist, but I did feel respect just being there I guess.
O which reminds me,
There was a Filipino man, IN HIS SHORTS AND T-shirt, when it was FRIGGIN COLD.
about 18 degrees, Respect~

After that it was all kinda rush, we had to catch the last Cable Car, or we would be sleeping wit the monks.

So we took the last few rides back to the main island and it was just as beautiful on the way back.
And due to the gaps(covered wif wire mesh) in the cable car, cold air was rushing in NON STOP.

Also, by some weird twist of fate, the Filipino man ended up in our cable car and he was still WARM. o.o
WOWWWW~
+The 2 blonds in our cable car where freezing their ass off, with sweaters and mittens and all.
But the Filipino man was still WARM.... o,o WIN.

Did some shopping after that, but that would just freakin drag the story.
(WE did it at the warehouse? of thee usual brands, it's supposedly cheaper, but I didn't buy anything, wasn't interested anyways.)

Slept happily again, actually anxious for the next day. =3

8th of January,
I was headed for Ocean Park, XD
Excited much, started the day wif juice and Dim Sum, which was great by the way, as expected from Hong Kong of course.

Ocean Park.....
Just pure funs.
In order not to kill me tomorrow I will sum it up.
Trampoline Jumping 2 times, crazy rides 6 of them 2 repeated, PANDAS!!!! <3 style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 369px; height: 277px;" src="http://www.travel-hongkong-attractions.com/images/ocean-park-dolphin-show7.jpg" alt="" border="0">
Really come across as intelligent beings, but the seals were a tad dimmer though. =3

Well, ended the trip wif more trampoline jumps, but ended up failing by jumping too hard.
Breathing rapidly and deeply in cold, dry air is a fatal mistake, I felt like my lungs where crumbling.

Warning: NEVER TRY to overexert yourself in cold weather, U will suffer. ==

So that was the highlight of that day.

=3
Comfy night again.
(Wow, thinking about my trip actually makes me happier. Xd)

Next day, 9th of January,
Started the day wif Juice and Dim Sum again,
spent the morning shopping at Women's Street, which was pretty awesome,
since i got new sneakers that i really like,
but i got kinda tired of shopping, so I stayed at the hotel.

Did 300 sit ups, and 50 push ups for the fun of it. =3
While watching random documentaries about octopi, animal sex and prison break lol. o.o

Had dinner at a simple stall, but damn it was delicious, i slept a happy man again. =3

10th of January,
Monday, my results are released, yet I do not know about them....
Blissfully unaware in Hong Kong,
I had my last Juice and returned...... at around 7pm
This time round, the Flight was awesome, it was on the newer plane models, was it Airbus A380? o.o
I think so....
The food and movie was better.
Watched 2 movies.
Including Resident Evil, which Im a fan off, simply due to the brain eating zombies, though it isnt a movie i recommend watching at the theater.

Landed wif the same ear hurt for 1 hour or so.
But was glad to be back, for real. =3

Asked Ken and Jiao Bin how they did, from wad I herd, the statistics for our batch weren't that encouraging.

It wasn't helping the slight anxiety i had for my results......





IM SORRY!!!!!
I have to stop here!
OKOK, you can still slap me, but lightly k? o.o
I will continue tomorrow.
If I don't, you can slap me hard k?
I need my energy to get through tomorrow.

Now to pin my freakin Cat High buttons again... ==
Sheesh~.

OK BYES!!!
I hope my initial gloomy mood didn't spoil your day.
Thanks for reading people. =3

P.S :
Goodbye to all my close friends these 4 years.....
I'll miss u...
Will talk about this tomorrow.

A Huge Source of Motivation

NOTICE TO ALL READERS/Blog surfers:
Dear People,
The host of this site is highly lazy,
hence, in order to give him a push-of-sorts, or a source of motivation.
You are hereby authorized to SLAP Samuel Hsu in the face
(on 2nd thought, anywhere but the face), ONCE, and ONLY ONCE
per person, given that he does not post a post up before his school term starts.

For every extra day that he does not deliver, you are entitled to 1 MORE delicious slap in the, anywhere-but-the-face.

Love,
Your unmotivated host,
Samuel

Damn it 3 weekz already? ==

Extra:
the font goes all crazy later on, sorry, still don't know how to fix it...
Any1 noes? o.o


Yes....
Damn it 3 weeks already?!?

==.....

Well, im about to pay back for all that slacking. XP

P.S
Sorry to all the readers whom must have been raeging at my dead blog...
Forgibz me. =(

Well, for those who know me, u'd probably noe that I'm sum1 wif extreme short term memory.
So sorry if i miss out some days. o.o


So far, it's been rather eventful, i hate to do nothing anyways.
Soo RECAP~~
(In extreme summary mode, so I don't do this till 1am, *its only 9.02 now*)

23th Dec---->27th December

......
Can't rmb anything....... o.o
O Ya~
Hitman Reborn. XP

Hehe~
I decided to watch it, after realizing that I've not touched anime for quite sometime.
More Importantly, I was getting strangely depressed for no apparent reason. o.o
(I was randomly raeging at people and sulking alot, thought alot about revenge and stuff and got really spiteful)

Rmb that fake-ass christmas party at my adoptive grandma's house?
I was silently "plotting" against my abusive, bipolar grandma and my abusive uncle, whom used to torture my dad.
P.S he has 2 daughters now wif a beautiful wife. (GAWD is sure unfair) =3

Also he was responsible for giving my dad the fear of tomatoes, by stuffing sh1tl0ads of it in his mouth when he was a boy. Crude huh? o.o+ he NVR apologized for it, even ONCE.

O well, nvr mind that.
=X
Baseline was,
I was an emofag.

THEN it hit me...

It was temptation of the wife lol.
Sure its nice,
the plot's good,
acting's GREAT,
but the story is juz plain emo.
Revenge, revenge, more revenge, vendetta on revenge.
Revenge on the "revengees"

You getit.
Pure depression content,
it didn't help that i wasn't watching anything else but DotA, which involved asskicking 24/7.

O well then came Hitman Reborn. XD

Sure it's lame,
Heck i even swore i wouldn't watch it, cuz Marcus recommended it to me.
And he had a reputation for not being the best recommend-er on such things. (Lol D-greyman)
Don't get me wrong, he's cool and real nice, and BUFF.?.
But can juz be plain lame at times.... o.o

But o well, took a dive..
....
...
...
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...
..
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.
.
.
.
HATED IT!!!!!!!
( You expected me to say I instantly fell in love??
Neh, I hated it)

At least for the first 23 episodes, it was pure filler nonsense,most people recommend skipping the whole lot of crap, but i just watched it anyway.
At least Reborn was cool. =3
Yeah, that's reborn, saying DIE NOW, wif a smile. : )

O 28th of December,
First day at work,
Was early for once. XD
Got to sentosa wif my TCC card,
If after you read this post, it interests you and you wanna join, plz tag in my board and tell me, I'll recommend the job to you. XD
(and collect a recommendation fee of around $100+ for 5people after they work for 30 hours)
=3

Random Advert, don't read it, IM POSSESSSED~~~~~
TCC card,
can be obtained by joining the company, which is basically an employee agency, the card requires a $5 deposit, but offers FREEEEEEEE
trip*S* to sentosa, all the way into the heart of the Resort World.
Also, employees' cards are LIFETIME, no topup, or anything, u don't even haf to work to keep it.
Added Bonus:
Employees recieve a 40% discount for Iphone plan by M1.
And working hours are REALLY flexible, juz make a booking 1 week in advance wif da boss and you get to work on wadever day at wadever time.

P.S pay owns the hell outta normal fastfood. Rmb Subway? Fcuking $5?
This job comes wif free meal and slurpz(More on this later) pay of around $7 per hour.

O that's it, if you are interested, plz make sure to make me your recommender.
THanks. XD


Eww, wad haf I done...... o.o

Ok nvr mind that.

So, first day at work was casual, but i wanted to wear a tie anyway, for the lolz.
First day, we were paid,

For doing nothing.
Really...==

They told us it was a 5hour job, but really we only were paid 3 hours,
but who could complain, we did NOTHING at all.

There was nothing much taught either, all i did was carry an Oval tray ONCE.
IN the Ballroom,
OUT the Ballroom, that's all. o.o

Retarded huh?

Only complaint was that the travelling and waiting was 3hours too... ==
My day was gone juz like that.
P.S waiting time is
GAY!!!!!!

Don't worry, if you guys get there, u will know wad i mean. =3
Which reminds me now it took me 5hours inclusive of waiting time.(Unpaid of course)

29th of December,

Was late, RAWWRRRRR!!!
O.o
Ran for me life,
....
..
.
my ass, im too chill to run. =3

So i strutted my late ass to the Mrt and took a completly random bus, which i paid for. ==
It ended up in the front of the Resort,
Where i strutted my ass into the huge, elaborate guest entrance, rather than the fcuked up, unpainted, employee backdoor. o.o

It was cool. =3

More importantly,
thanks to the gay wait time,
i was just in time,
despite being 1hour 15minutes late. o.o

It was another 3 hour work, but finally, we learnt real stuff, like the proceedings and proper arrangement, table assignment, partners, full-dress rehearsal and stuff.

Went home ridiculously late again, thanks to gay wait time.

P.S had free nomz provided at their canteen, food ranged from
Really nice to sh1t-like.
Really depends on wad you choose. o.o
(Choose at your own peril)

30th of December,
Slacked, at home, break for the big event.
MAWR Rebornz.

31th of December,
Highlight of the work.

XD

But MORE gay waiting time. ==
This time it was a gay 5 hour wait, from 1pm to 6pm,
including changing time
and sign-in-time
AND waiting for slow guest to arrive time, which was 2hours on its own.
P.S the 1hour travel time.

Finally, the main EVENT!!!
At 7pm. the guest strutted ALL their late asses into the ballroom.

We all smiled really hard, =3
But were really kinda raeging, cuz they were only
2hours+ late.

I stood at my table,
Waiting....
and
waiting....
the ballroom was full,

I was
Waiting....

RAEG!!!!!!

The guests at my table didn't come.

P.S in our excruciatingly long wait, I realized that Malaysian have a much better sense of punctuality than Singaporeans...

Expect, but proven that day.

And yea, my table was a Singaporean table, expected as much. ==

Turned out to be a blessing anyway, since I had nothing to do.
But it ended up that every1 served every1 anyway since it was eventually so messy we juz helped anywhere we could.

3 things that caught my attention.

1st:
The type of people attending the PARTY/event
It was really a full array of different personae at the event,
some came in sat down and said NOTHING,
Nothing at all,
stared blindly at each other for god noes how long.

Some came in, put on PARTY HATS. Literally
and blew party horns, provided by the hotel, wif the hatz.
Began running around in suits and dresses, snapping pictures and ordering copious amounts of beer and wine.
And that was B4 the party even started.

Then there were girls, i say girls, bcuz they were relatively young, compared to the other guests, around 20+ though, elegantly dressed, proper looking, makeup, everything well done.....

but most of them ended-up pissed drunk on the floor by the end of the party anyway.
So much for proper. o.o

2nd thing,
The FOOD,
It LOOKS good, but really,

its not. ==

Cheap stuff made elaboratedly.
Only thing SLIGHTLY ex, was the abalone, which I was freakishly afraid of dropping,
it meant losing my pay in 1 spill.
6 abalone+Glassware= gg

O well good thing it went smoothly anyway, even the soup wif I thought i would spill,
reminded nicely in the bowl,
thanks to the puff on top of the soup.

It smelled heavenly though, waiting outside the kitchen for the food to be prepared,
it was still cheap crap though. =P

3rd thing,
the shows, it was alrite,
classic sh1t,
Opera by 3 fat ladies,
Noodle making,
Wang Lu Jiang/Bryan Wang hosting,

Lady stripping on stage.
Yeah the usual.

But it was kinda pathetic to watch old men get horny,
probably nvr seen internet porn in their lives.

Which is probably why im still a firm supporter of
exposure= education,
censorship= dangerous curiosity.

O well, finally it ended wif a a Crazy countdown
10,
9,
8,
7,
6,
5,
4,
3,
2,
1!!!

Of course every1 was pissed drunk and sprawling all over as they counted-down, other wise, most would juz be stoning at their seat.

Alcohol is a blessing indeed.

The guest left, most drunk like no1s buisness.

Then fun started, for US.
=3

Their was like sum epic nomz and slurp party going on.

Every1 rushed to clear the food,wine and champagne to the "decoy area",

Juz to nomz the food.
Well, most of the food was cleared, which was fine by me since it was mostly crappy bullsh1t anyway.

But the dessert was awesome. XDD

I nommed everything almost once,
delicious chocolate coated fruitz and chocolate coated chocolate AND CHOCOLATE COATED CREAMCAKE.!!!! RAWRR!!

Sure it was fatty and unhygienic, but fcuk that, we nommed anyway.
It was like a scene straight out of the movies, poor workers,
eating the food that rich fags choose not to eat.

O Gord!
The white wine was HEAVENLY. ~.~

The champagne rocked too.
Aww~~ slurp slurp...
Pure happiness, after all, the work was practically over.

Clearing up was actually fun,

It was juz rolling sheets up and pouring all the random drinks into 1 big pail,
it actually smelled really nice, like sum awesome cocktail.
(Coke+ F&N + Wine+ Champagne+ Beer+ Juice= nomlicious slurpz)

After that, there was an epic table rolling spree, over 300 tables to be rolled to a corner.
Chairstacking too.

Every1 was wearing the left over party hatz,
really interesting scene indeed.

Really don't have a shred of regret for working at the event. XD
Probably do it again next year.


Well, the high ended when we realized it was Freakin 3.30am...

took the free coach home wif Jiao Binz and Andy..........

So TIRED....

Fell asleep on the bus right away.

Arrived at home, it was freakin 4.50am

O GORD~~~ the eye hurt.
x3

Had a super-early-morning coconut drink,
which strangely did wonders, felt-less like dying immediately,
no...
I still wasn't revived in any way.

Jiaobin and ND came to me house,
where i took a bathe and slept for awhile, for 1hour+

at 6am, we left the house for Macdonalds......

It was
PURE EVILL~~

Every mouth was like hell,
kinda like my brain was saying,
"FUCK YOU! Samuel, FUCK YOU~ We nid sleep damn it, not fcking MACS?!?"

Yeah, every mouth i took was juz sickening, and the butter made it worse,
never eating Macdonalds' butter again, leaves an unpleasant aftertaste.

Dredged our ways home,
fell asleep IMMEDIATELY,
good thing i bathed, clean lol.

Anyway

1st and 2nd of January pass by just like that,
wif lots of sleeping, slacking and noming.

3rd.....
forgot =P More Reborn??? o.o

4rd or of January....

STILL tired,
slacked at home till around 3pm
and made my way to our class chalet,
fell kinda bad, like Im always late for stuff. =P

First day at chalet, nothing much going on, juz lots of lazing around and cards, without money.

It was sad, like eating pancakes without syrup,
but i didn't want to look like a gambling nut, which I am. =3
So i didn't push too hard for it.

5th of January,
At 2am, we were still playing wif cards,
Martin was getting alittle to comfortable wif me....
It was alittle weird.
Of course i didn't say anything, but wadever.
( Lol if your reading this I'm sorry, well probably 1 of the many readers on this blog would tell ya, but I juz blog wad i feel lol, don't be sad. =X)
P.S that's kinda why i wanted to blog privately lol.
Wait-a-go Dion. ==.
Juz Jking, im glad ppl read this, juz that i have to be more careful about wad I type now.

Or not.

Dear Readers:
If anything I type here involves you in the Not-so-positive-light, Im sorry, but its usually true, and sure, you can rage back at me in your blog, I'd probably nvr read it anyway. =3
(I don't blog surf lol, writting 1 is hard enough. =3)

Well back to that, I don't know,
I'm all for contact wif girls and even guys,
but..........
I don't know....
sumthing about the people in between makes me feel uncomfortable of sorts and its not because they might be gay,
heck I love gay people, but effeminate people.......
Sure they can be really nice people and good friends but.......
Ya noe. o.o

O well after that, wif about 6hours of sleep, we wake up
and go Kbox, XD
Every 1 was so bored, they juz decided to take up my suggestion and go Kbox. lol.

It was Fail, since none of us culd sing, and even though i thought i can sing OK, it juz sucked that day, I think i was trying too hard.

But sum songs were juz plain fun, like I got the Magic and girlfriend. Juz lots of shouting lol. XD

But then me and tried to sing a Japanese song, it was a really old song from Shakugan no Shana,
Which i had almost completely forgotten,
and it was cuz Marcus asked us to sing it lol.
And he panged us, i raeged. =(

Anyway, it was pure fail....

But the entire thing was quite fun. XD
Next time i go, im gonna sing like a pro.
=3
I wanna pick up singing lol.
Juz enough to NOT suck at Kbox at least. XP

After that, we went cycling,
Fail in
5,
4,
3,

yea...

First of all, my bike's seat was fucking,
it could tilt on it's own lol.
So i got it repaired and thought everything was gonna go all right....

Well, before that, we played truth or dare, cuz Wee Kiat was still learning how to cycle, which was fine by me, since the night was awesome.
Really cool, complete wif toads getting it on under our "pavillion"

And I herd the song i had been looking for for a long time, from Chiu Yang's phone,
in fact, in listening to it now.
IT ROX!!

Help Urself. XD


One of the best songs, ever. =3

It's probably one of the few songs that keep me from completely leaving english songs.
Lol, you can thank Gaga , Bieber and other talentless english artistes,
for getting me to going to Kpop.

Used to love Davids(cook and Archuleta), Taylor Swift, Avril Lavigne,
but moved to Kpop, cuz of reason 1 on top
and also cuz i can't focus, constantly singing to the lyrics and NOT studying for my "O"s.

O well, mayb i could get alittle of both now? =)

Ok anyway truth or dare was fun, but, Kinda panicked when it hit me, thanks to you stalkers reading my blog. =X

Good thing nothing troublesome came out/
They only asked me,
Are you a porn addict?
And i said,
Yes,
NAh,
no.
Really o.o
I'm not.

In fact this holiday, i've only watched it 3 times.
And don't really need it, i juz think that it's good to clear the spermatic glands every now and then.
Go google it,
It's true, you're more susceptible to prostrate cancer and other problematic issues, if you don't wank.

U can ignore wad I'm saying, but lol,
you'd be the 1 wif the impotency.
=3


Ok, massive digression much,
ok back to the cycling trip.

On my way to Changi, I was in front, but i felt oddly tired, like sumthing was wrong,
REALLY WRONG. o.o

I told Ken who was leading the way, that it felt like my bike was breaking down on me...
He juz shrugged it off and I also juz tot mayb I was thinking too much,
till i realized that for every 1 rotation of the pedal Ken makes, i had to peddle 2times, to cover and SAME distance and that was when we were on the SAME gear, on the SAME bike. o.o

Then halfway to Changi from Pasir Ris,
My PEDAL broke off....

==

FAILLLLLLLL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The WHOLE damn thing came off.
==


.....
DOtz.

And i got a contusion and laceration. AIDS. =(

Had to take the disgraceful taxi back.
FUG!

I hate being the loser whom has to be back halfway,
even in night walks in St John or Cycling expeditions, i hated quitting, felt all dirty inside.

FUCK!!!!!!
RAEGG!!!!

Sorry, Im keyboard venting. ==.......
Sad =(.....

Forget i typed that...

Anyway, got back to find Marcus still sleeping,
shud haf stayed wif him lol if i knew. =P

Gabriel too, but fcuk, he was occupying the bed wif Marcus,
I had to sleep wif KEANE.........

.........

....
...
...

Wadever, I was too tired to be unhappy about it.

Sleepzz~~
and only slept minutes at a time, in fact i was awake when they came back. o.o

Anyway, left the chalet earlier, cuz my mother was there,
and she told to to RUSH out.

Only to find her drinking coffee at the Coffee shop...
and i had already ask Marcus to help me return the bike.
(It made me feel like a dick to ask him to return 2 bikes.)

Worst of all,
When i joined my mother, whom was still all like,"Aiyo,nvr mind la", about it,
Ken and Marcus pushed their bike by me, while i was slurping milo......

Awkward much....

o.o

And Embarrassing!
DX

Wadever, so i rushed home and
2 hours later, I was on my flight to Hongkong.
Lol

I'll leave that super long Hongkong story and other stories for tomorrow.

Its 11+
and i haz to sleep, cuz imma going Canoeing try-out tomorrow. XD

OK nite nite bye~~
Don't hate me if i SUDDENLY forgetz to update. =X
Ok fine hate me, make me update, I don't want you guys to miss out either.
=P

K BYE!!
P.S too sleepy to check for errors and grammer, dun't raeg if u find funny typoz. o.o